Friday, 11 March 2011
A couple years ago, when I asked to my self 'when will you do Puasa Sunah Senin-Kamis regularly every week? When will you do Tahajud and Dhuha in each day regularly?', I always answered 'someday, when I am mature enough'
Now, my age is already 20, and I am still reluctant doing those things. What am I waiting for exactly?
Come on, Puji! It needs actions!
I have been doing Dhuha in each day since I go to the college. But you know, It's been very difficult to get up in the middle of the night to do Tahajud. Really difficult. I almost never do Tahajud even though I wake up for eating for fasting.
You know what happened then to me? I forced and forced and forced myself to wake up in the night. And it failed and failed and failed again, until two days ago, on Thursday, I finally could get up in the night for doing Tahajud while eating for fasting.
At that night, I could not stop smiling. I sent my thanks to Allah through my prayers. It was sooooo peaceful. I promise to my self, I will never leave this daily routine.
Alhamdulillah yaa Rabb.